Look into my eyes, you might see the faint lines of a million hairline cracks. A whisper from shattering. My view splintered.
Everything beneath my skin turned to stone. Like an ancient ruin, hard and weak. Small pebbles and large walls, crumble away. They crumble and fall down into a black hole.
The crumbling creates an ache everywhere. From my bones to my stomach, my chest feels constricted. I can't get enough air.
Pieces keep falling away. Falling down into the abyss. Weighing me down. Heavy.
The faintest of heartbeats last week. Hope despite the odds.
This week the tiniest flutter born of my own heart, fell silent. And so my heart. It breaks.
Today, I'm profoundly grateful for my loved ones. They catch me as I fall.
Belinda x
so sorry for your loss. so glad that you have your family close. sending love. x x x x
ReplyDeleteOh Belinda. I feel so upset reading this. Life is just so unfair. Sending you lots of love and hope. Stay strong beautiful lady xo
ReplyDeleteBiggest love to you xxxx
ReplyDeleteBelinda, thank you so much for your lovely comment on my blog a couple of weeks ago, I have been meaning to tell you that I love that you are joining in with the 52 portraits and photographing your husband and your relationship...I just love that you thought of a way to be involved...I saw ah it's for kids can't do that.
ReplyDeleteI'm sending lots of love your way and I really hope and pray your desire will be fulfilled one day xx
I am so, so, so sorry Belinda.
ReplyDeleteSending you so much love and strength and hope xxxx
thinking of you both sweet B. Im so so sorry. Al xx
ReplyDeleteI understand. Sending you much love
ReplyDeleteOh Belinda :-( Much love to you all x
ReplyDeleteDear Belinda, I am sorry to read of your loss in this post which you wrote so eloquently. Holding you in the light dear lady and sending you and Richard love. x
ReplyDeleteoh geez... hugs to you Billie....much hugs and love.... xxxx
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry darling girl. Why does the journey have to be so hard, so painful? I'm so glad for the love you and R share, the bond between you, hold each other tight.
ReplyDeleteoh no no no!!!! i am so so sorry! sending all my love and heartfelt understanding xxxx
ReplyDeletesending you my biggest hug full of strength and hope xx
ReplyDeleteI just read this... so unfair darling. But so beautifully expressed. Love youXXXXXXX
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